urgent help needed

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Hi I’m A, closeted black lesbian and I’m at my wits end. This is a life or death situation, I live in a toxic homophobic environment that I need to leave. I need to heal but I have no money and I’m in student loan debt. 

For years I’ve lived with this constant struggle finding my identity and sexuality, it’s mental and emotional torture  everyday. I’m still closeted- forced to live my life in shame and darkness just for a roof over my head- this is the biggest risk I’ve ever taken in my life being that homophobic Christian family can and will disown me once they see any of this. I’ve been getting verbally abused even more now and I can’t take it anymore.  It’s  too toxic- too much as this point so I’m reaching out for help.

I started uni but I had to drop out because it’s tearing me apart and my mental health is at an all time low, I’m genuinely scared one day I’m going to snap and just end it. I can’t afford the fees anymore and the piling stress was too much. I’m asking for $7,000 to help me pay off half of my student loan debt before it doubles while i source the rest by actively seeking a job. The other $2,000 will go towards moving out and away from the constant conflict.

This gofundme is to help me in getting on my feet and healing from the trauma and the cruelty I’ve been facing at home. I appreciate all the support given and every boost is a blessing thank you.