One last shot at having a baby

Hi my name is Stephanie Smtih, I have in total lost 8 babies so far, this has been so very heart breaking but I would like to give it my last ever shot. It is my dream to have a baby of my own, the only option I have left right now is to freze my eggs, I had a blood test done called (AMH Anti-Mullerian Hormone Test) it shows that I should be at 19.7 at my age but unfortanly I am under 3 so I am the age of a 50 year old women even though I am only 32. I am also at the very early stages of the early menopause which means it could be weeks to months I have left to freeze my eggs. Once I go to 0 I can no longer have this done as I would be so low that the NHS can not fund this. I would have to go private as I will need around 2-3 rounds to be able to get enough good eggs. I have found all this out at the same time as being made redundant as the place I have worked for the last 5 years is closing down. I have raised almost £30,000 for various charities and my entire life I have been spending my time volunteering for children and adults in need. So it's humbling to be on the other side and asking for help. I didn't want to put my story out here but I feel like it is my last hope as I have such a short amount of time.