Please Help Me Bring My Kids Home

Iam raising money for lawyer fee's too get my 3 children back home with Me where they belong. I let my 2 sons go with their family last April 2017 for Easter. I went and picked up my children next day like normal and Not one adult in the home said anything was wrong. I go home, kids playing outside and 2 Dcyf investigators came saying my child reported abuse by another sibling. Once Dcyf is called and they take your children its a whirlwind of heartbreaking events while they have your children. It was too NO FAULT of my own that I did anything to harm any of my children. The woman who called is my sons cousin who also works for the state and is Vice President of Family Services. My children and I have been through so much since 2009 from them watching their father murdered too their Big brother being murdered in 2014, me being a single parent and having to make ends meet but always making them meet no matter how hard or any hurdle I needed too jump. This is the last straw for me, When they took my children they took my AIR. There is no voice when dealing with them and they have been able too get away with too much thus far. Its all about putting money into the state. I have not done anything wrong too have missed out on my children's birthdays, All holidays this year. Have not spoken too my lil ones on the phone since July and only see them 2X a month for one hour. I have a Lawyer ATT Misty Delgado [phone redacted] that I want too hire her retainer fee is 1,250 which iam trying too reach. She stated I can not go up against them alone which I know . I have done everything I need too and I'm fighting with all of me. I lost my kids, then my job, then my house I could not function but I pulled myself together and got on my feet in 3weeks because I will never give up on my Destiny( MY BABIES)