Mystik Mountain - Prymal Torch Spark
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This campaign began as a medical/illness/healing fundraiser and now switched to emergency status. I have been on ADA medical leave for several months and am now facing eviction. I am just recovering from a very serious bout of PTSD linked autoimmune disorder I nearly did not survive from. This episode was sparked by an ongoing smear campaign debacle involving what I am terming an Alt Cult, in which I have open protection and investigation cases with the authorities. So, I am limited on how and what I say publicly on those matters. As well as my ethical and professional obligation to the privacy and protection of former clients and organizations I have been affiliated with in the past involving victim protection. My focus is on the Alt Cult umbrella phenomena we are witnessing now by stepping up and speaking out. Completing my healing journey. And bringing what I have learned to the general public for their own understanding and healing.
Stabilizing the damage health wise and financially from being a victim of the online harassment and defamation of character over the last year is a major part of my story. My healing cave withdrawal consisted of months of medical leave, which has depleted my savings as well as wiped out my livelihood which I am now rebuilding. I want to present this journey through the transition to the new website and providing a platform for other such victims to share their stories of healing.
This fundraiser will be a huge part in getting over this final hurdle and get all of the materials and information out to the general public. And maybe be a part of the solutions that are finally bubbling up out of the chaos soup of our social media landscape currently.
My final phase of healing is sharing my healing journey with others who may find it useful in theirs.
[UPDATE 06/28/2019] I am now re-emerging from my healing cave...
Part of my personal recovery and healing is to step up and speak out about how I arrived with the diagnoses of Complex Post Traumatic Stress Disorder (CPTSD) and Dissociative Identity Disorder (DID), more commonly known historically as Multiple Personality Disorder. How I have lived with these and how they are incorporated with my physical health anomalies. My final book on these experiences is aching to be completed. It incorporates what it has been like living with these challenges, how I have managed the symptoms, as well as how these were all used in my work with clients as a peer and as a counselor.
I have amassed heaps of materials prepared to be published in the final phase of this journey, confident what I have to share can be highly beneficial for many others. THAT is the motivating factor of overcoming the immediate crisis and now that I am pretty much in remission from the more debilitating parts of these illnesses, I am putting the plea out for support and backing in this last ditch effort to wrap it all up and put closure on this journey.
The Wellness LifePath and Prymal Pathworking series are ready to load onto the website once stability is once again achieved. My new Guided Visualization Journey Series is centered around what I visualized as my Healing Cave and where I have been the last several months getting my stress-triggered autoimmune disorder back into remission. I am excited to share this series with you, as well as all of the other sections on the website reserved for the many other modalities I have discovered to be very healing along the way. Things like stress and pain management through gardening, creating, and practical application of nutrition, relaxation, time management, and much more. We cannot forget the importance of true Shadow Work, Self-Actualization, and Individuation.
It is all still here waiting to begin loading onto the framework of the new website. But if I do not get get the rudder back in the water and get things back on track, I will have no other option than to leave it all behind and drive off into the sunset with what I can pack into my car one final time.
A side goal of this is to address what I have observed in connection with the recent trigger of being threatened and publicly targeted and smeared, how the behaviors running rampant in society currently fit into what I am now calling the Alt Cult umbrella and the mass social psychosis making itself well known all around us. This phenomenon has utilized what others have referred to at the Alt Tech platforms and programs. I am working with some other wonderful people who have also been targeted in this manner. More on that can be found in conversations on FaceBook and Twitter for anyone interested having a peek at those projects.
Please consider backing the endeavor of not only my personal recovery, but the possibility of providing the insight and tools for many others in need of theirs. Social recovery as well. Much gratitude to all who have walked this journey with me up to this point and to all the new supporters moving forward.
I have an emergency GoFundMe campaign running to bridge the tail end of my medical leave and get everything published and available. The first payout kept the electricity and internet on and kept the connection with you all for this one last ditch effort to complete my final role with Mystik Mountain. Thank you everyone who has been contributing, purchasing, and scheduling during this challenging time. Your support has been valued beyond words.
Please have a look at the back story included in this link. And please share and spread the word. Should you have any questions, please feel free to contact me via the contact form on the website. Blessings, Gratitude, and Safe Passage
***For a bit of the backstory, this show was recorded following the third of what is now the fifth targeting from this group in a year. It covers most of the issues in the smear campaign and was just before the autoimmune episode took me down for 4 months. I am emerging from the healing cave and hope to be able to finish the work. Your thoughts and support are greatly appreciated. I am negotiating a writing assignment and preparing my final submission and just need the boost over this last hurdle. Thank you.
My part of a discussion with a friend today (who has also experienced similar encounters with this Alt Cult phenomena) about finally stepping back out from my healing cave:
(#1) "Yeah, being extra careful. But my psychologist mentioned the fine line between withdrawing for self-care and avoidance. This is the heavy blanket of ambivalence I have been talking about. I can assure you this is not a case of premature victim story spewing I warn my clients of continually. In fact, I am very reluctant on speaking much on the gory details which only tend to detract from the healing part of the story. Because most people only want to revel in the shock and theatrics of the details. And I am more interested in speaking about how false memory syndrome and mass psychosis play into these frenzies.
Kev brought up the insult to serious researchers with this piece of the Alt Cult debacle, and I completely agree. That is where a lot of my frustration has been over decades of working in the Shadows of conspiracy theory. But I am even more pained by the disrespect of victims by propagating the false memory and false accusations that seem to be more perfected with each surge of this social engineering game piece that contributes to the cult scenario.
And Clif reminded me of an area of study I have found fascinating (mostly because it pertains to one of my own psych features), that of the schizotypal subset skills/curses of pattern recognition (i.e. linguistics and symbolism and ideology) and its involvement in the mind/body chemical connections (psychosomatics, pheromones, DNA, RNA, etc). This goes into an area I have dabbled in professionally as a healing modality, imagination/memory/creativity and its connections to anxiety and depression to name a couple.
And then with a trauma-based background I watch for patterns of defense mechanisms gone awry from the spectrum analysis from survival through clinical diagnosis errors of mental "illness" applied to defenses that outgrow their usefulness and become self-defeating. Sorry for the jargon overload there. And my main thrust in my final chapter here is to try to convey these concepts to the "layperson" level and present practical application skill sets involving reclaiming power from these social programs.
And then there is my esoteric involvement in all this with the anti-virus, Fyre and Water Purification, and Prymal Earth Mitosis from The Simulation.
So there are three main branches of my amassed files and writing which will be presented from a semi-retired professional perspective and the more personal and private pen named perspective. Sorry about the complexity, but that is exactly what those of us who have these types of thinking patterns deal with trying to interpret and translate to the "normie" world. lol
There ARE clues to the puzzles of psychosis, which can be our greatest of gifts or the direst of curses. Some deal with an organic psychosis inclination, many more are experiencing an induced version resulting in the surreal social landscape we see around us now (The Simulation). The frightening piece to this is what humans are capable of under times of extreme, induced stress. But then, the alchemical catalyst can also emerge and bring forth what I term the Prymal Life Force. This catalyst is a result of the pressure and effective burning away (fyre) and washing away (water) process that will also strengthen the foundation (earth) and intellect (air).
I will eventually be re-publishing my articles in these areas as well as the next thrust from the Core Wisdom Repository - which is actually an introspective vault coded into the Prymal genome set. And here I go diving way too deep, way too fast. Clif also mentioned our tendency to fizzle most people with the level of intensity we harbor. A constant dance of toning it down to a comfort level for the listener while still allowing the relief valve on the pressure cooker to release. <3
My main test right now is an eternal gauging of not allowing my learned anxiety to freeze me into silence and avoidance while resisting my tendency to pull my finger from the dyke and shattering my armor, revealing the vulnerabilities. Trying to fine tune my semi-permeable membrane boundaries and reconciling the paradox of vulnerability and courage. Sheesh, the alchemist in me is really on a roll today. hahahaha
Better sign off for today and get busy saving my ass in this final thrust. <3
Hope you have a beautiful day. Let me know when to be expecting that next episode. Much love..."
(#2) "Not sure if I ever shared the intro manuscript of my book I have been writing for decades, the intro was published in 2014 with Kindle and I now have full rights back to it to finally complete it. Here is the doc file if you would like a bit of reading material during a warm cup moment. I am revising and completing it now. The article series coming out, expanded into essays for the sections of the new website, and compiled into the two perspectives mentioned earlier. Plus I have the "workbook" series of Wellness LifePath and Prymal PathWorking rolling out again soon. My Inner Journey guided imagery series and downloads will be making their way out of the cave soon too. (And a whole lot more.) lol
But first, it's keeping the roof over our heads, lights on, and food growing at hand. Going into the healing cave has brought me right to the brink (physically, Mentally, psychically, spiritually, and financially) with what was salvageable from the vicious campaign from the [Alt Cult] bunch over the last year. And the continued fallout of others finally seeing the deception of this particular cult and the many others imploding before our eyes. Sigh. Well.....here we go.... <3"
New website being created: www.mystikmountain.com
Ancestral Coalescence: All You Seek Shall Be Found Within (book link):
https://www.amazon.com/Ancestral-Coalescence-Shall-Within-Introduction-ebook/dp/B00IBRRJ9Y
Stabilizing the damage health wise and financially from being a victim of the online harassment and defamation of character over the last year is a major part of my story. My healing cave withdrawal consisted of months of medical leave, which has depleted my savings as well as wiped out my livelihood which I am now rebuilding. I want to present this journey through the transition to the new website and providing a platform for other such victims to share their stories of healing.
This fundraiser will be a huge part in getting over this final hurdle and get all of the materials and information out to the general public. And maybe be a part of the solutions that are finally bubbling up out of the chaos soup of our social media landscape currently.
My final phase of healing is sharing my healing journey with others who may find it useful in theirs.
[UPDATE 06/28/2019] I am now re-emerging from my healing cave...
Part of my personal recovery and healing is to step up and speak out about how I arrived with the diagnoses of Complex Post Traumatic Stress Disorder (CPTSD) and Dissociative Identity Disorder (DID), more commonly known historically as Multiple Personality Disorder. How I have lived with these and how they are incorporated with my physical health anomalies. My final book on these experiences is aching to be completed. It incorporates what it has been like living with these challenges, how I have managed the symptoms, as well as how these were all used in my work with clients as a peer and as a counselor.
I have amassed heaps of materials prepared to be published in the final phase of this journey, confident what I have to share can be highly beneficial for many others. THAT is the motivating factor of overcoming the immediate crisis and now that I am pretty much in remission from the more debilitating parts of these illnesses, I am putting the plea out for support and backing in this last ditch effort to wrap it all up and put closure on this journey.
The Wellness LifePath and Prymal Pathworking series are ready to load onto the website once stability is once again achieved. My new Guided Visualization Journey Series is centered around what I visualized as my Healing Cave and where I have been the last several months getting my stress-triggered autoimmune disorder back into remission. I am excited to share this series with you, as well as all of the other sections on the website reserved for the many other modalities I have discovered to be very healing along the way. Things like stress and pain management through gardening, creating, and practical application of nutrition, relaxation, time management, and much more. We cannot forget the importance of true Shadow Work, Self-Actualization, and Individuation.
It is all still here waiting to begin loading onto the framework of the new website. But if I do not get get the rudder back in the water and get things back on track, I will have no other option than to leave it all behind and drive off into the sunset with what I can pack into my car one final time.
A side goal of this is to address what I have observed in connection with the recent trigger of being threatened and publicly targeted and smeared, how the behaviors running rampant in society currently fit into what I am now calling the Alt Cult umbrella and the mass social psychosis making itself well known all around us. This phenomenon has utilized what others have referred to at the Alt Tech platforms and programs. I am working with some other wonderful people who have also been targeted in this manner. More on that can be found in conversations on FaceBook and Twitter for anyone interested having a peek at those projects.
Please consider backing the endeavor of not only my personal recovery, but the possibility of providing the insight and tools for many others in need of theirs. Social recovery as well. Much gratitude to all who have walked this journey with me up to this point and to all the new supporters moving forward.
I have an emergency GoFundMe campaign running to bridge the tail end of my medical leave and get everything published and available. The first payout kept the electricity and internet on and kept the connection with you all for this one last ditch effort to complete my final role with Mystik Mountain. Thank you everyone who has been contributing, purchasing, and scheduling during this challenging time. Your support has been valued beyond words.
Please have a look at the back story included in this link. And please share and spread the word. Should you have any questions, please feel free to contact me via the contact form on the website. Blessings, Gratitude, and Safe Passage
***For a bit of the backstory, this show was recorded following the third of what is now the fifth targeting from this group in a year. It covers most of the issues in the smear campaign and was just before the autoimmune episode took me down for 4 months. I am emerging from the healing cave and hope to be able to finish the work. Your thoughts and support are greatly appreciated. I am negotiating a writing assignment and preparing my final submission and just need the boost over this last hurdle. Thank you.
My part of a discussion with a friend today (who has also experienced similar encounters with this Alt Cult phenomena) about finally stepping back out from my healing cave:
(#1) "Yeah, being extra careful. But my psychologist mentioned the fine line between withdrawing for self-care and avoidance. This is the heavy blanket of ambivalence I have been talking about. I can assure you this is not a case of premature victim story spewing I warn my clients of continually. In fact, I am very reluctant on speaking much on the gory details which only tend to detract from the healing part of the story. Because most people only want to revel in the shock and theatrics of the details. And I am more interested in speaking about how false memory syndrome and mass psychosis play into these frenzies.
Kev brought up the insult to serious researchers with this piece of the Alt Cult debacle, and I completely agree. That is where a lot of my frustration has been over decades of working in the Shadows of conspiracy theory. But I am even more pained by the disrespect of victims by propagating the false memory and false accusations that seem to be more perfected with each surge of this social engineering game piece that contributes to the cult scenario.
And Clif reminded me of an area of study I have found fascinating (mostly because it pertains to one of my own psych features), that of the schizotypal subset skills/curses of pattern recognition (i.e. linguistics and symbolism and ideology) and its involvement in the mind/body chemical connections (psychosomatics, pheromones, DNA, RNA, etc). This goes into an area I have dabbled in professionally as a healing modality, imagination/memory/creativity and its connections to anxiety and depression to name a couple.
And then with a trauma-based background I watch for patterns of defense mechanisms gone awry from the spectrum analysis from survival through clinical diagnosis errors of mental "illness" applied to defenses that outgrow their usefulness and become self-defeating. Sorry for the jargon overload there. And my main thrust in my final chapter here is to try to convey these concepts to the "layperson" level and present practical application skill sets involving reclaiming power from these social programs.
And then there is my esoteric involvement in all this with the anti-virus, Fyre and Water Purification, and Prymal Earth Mitosis from The Simulation.
So there are three main branches of my amassed files and writing which will be presented from a semi-retired professional perspective and the more personal and private pen named perspective. Sorry about the complexity, but that is exactly what those of us who have these types of thinking patterns deal with trying to interpret and translate to the "normie" world. lol
There ARE clues to the puzzles of psychosis, which can be our greatest of gifts or the direst of curses. Some deal with an organic psychosis inclination, many more are experiencing an induced version resulting in the surreal social landscape we see around us now (The Simulation). The frightening piece to this is what humans are capable of under times of extreme, induced stress. But then, the alchemical catalyst can also emerge and bring forth what I term the Prymal Life Force. This catalyst is a result of the pressure and effective burning away (fyre) and washing away (water) process that will also strengthen the foundation (earth) and intellect (air).
I will eventually be re-publishing my articles in these areas as well as the next thrust from the Core Wisdom Repository - which is actually an introspective vault coded into the Prymal genome set. And here I go diving way too deep, way too fast. Clif also mentioned our tendency to fizzle most people with the level of intensity we harbor. A constant dance of toning it down to a comfort level for the listener while still allowing the relief valve on the pressure cooker to release. <3
My main test right now is an eternal gauging of not allowing my learned anxiety to freeze me into silence and avoidance while resisting my tendency to pull my finger from the dyke and shattering my armor, revealing the vulnerabilities. Trying to fine tune my semi-permeable membrane boundaries and reconciling the paradox of vulnerability and courage. Sheesh, the alchemist in me is really on a roll today. hahahaha
Better sign off for today and get busy saving my ass in this final thrust. <3
Hope you have a beautiful day. Let me know when to be expecting that next episode. Much love..."
(#2) "Not sure if I ever shared the intro manuscript of my book I have been writing for decades, the intro was published in 2014 with Kindle and I now have full rights back to it to finally complete it. Here is the doc file if you would like a bit of reading material during a warm cup moment. I am revising and completing it now. The article series coming out, expanded into essays for the sections of the new website, and compiled into the two perspectives mentioned earlier. Plus I have the "workbook" series of Wellness LifePath and Prymal PathWorking rolling out again soon. My Inner Journey guided imagery series and downloads will be making their way out of the cave soon too. (And a whole lot more.) lol
But first, it's keeping the roof over our heads, lights on, and food growing at hand. Going into the healing cave has brought me right to the brink (physically, Mentally, psychically, spiritually, and financially) with what was salvageable from the vicious campaign from the [Alt Cult] bunch over the last year. And the continued fallout of others finally seeing the deception of this particular cult and the many others imploding before our eyes. Sigh. Well.....here we go.... <3"
New website being created: www.mystikmountain.com
Ancestral Coalescence: All You Seek Shall Be Found Within (book link):
https://www.amazon.com/Ancestral-Coalescence-Shall-Within-Introduction-ebook/dp/B00IBRRJ9Y
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