My wish for dying husband

My husband is dying from stage IV cancer. I have not allowed him to see me naked since 2003. I had two neck fusions at that time during which they damaged my thyroid. I gained 185 pounds is three years! Without changing the way I ate. I went into depression. I had weight loss surgery in 2013 and lost 100 pounds in six months. I never lost or gained another pound for 7 years. Since learning of my husband’s cancer, it became my wish for him to see me, in a sense, as I once was. Therefore, I set out in May of this year to lose the extra weight. I’m down 80 pounds since then. Unfortunately, all the weight loss has left scores of loose skin. The skin that hangs from my stomach creates a large flap over my pelvis. This has led to persistent sores and smell from the constant sweat. I clean it numerous times throughout the day and put powder on it to no avail. There’s no way I want him to see me now with all my flapping and hanging skin. I’m just wanting to be able to show him and love him before I die. It’s been over 7 years since we’ve been intimate.
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