Mommy wannabe

I’ve always wanted to be a mom. I’ve been trying to adopt through the foster to adopt program but, every time I get matched up with a child it seems the child goes to their biological family and my heart gets torn apart. I feel as though I lose my sunshine and I’m left in a darkness every time I have to wave good by to a child I had hoped would be mine. I just don’t feel as though my heart can take it any more so I have decided to go a different route and just adopt a child. As I have been looking into this process I have found it to be financially out of my grasp. It will take anywhere from $30,000 to $50,000 or more.  Normally I would never be one to seek out funds but, I’m desperate. I have so much love to give to a child now all I need is to have you help me get that child of my dreams. Please won’t you help. Thank you and if you can’t afford a donation can you please say a prayer?