Mark Anthony Baltazar's Funeral

Yesterday 09/09/18 was the worst day of my life! I lost my big brother Tony. My brother was a disabled single father of 3 amazing kids. He was the best father he knew how to be. He did everything for his kids...yet we never thought it was enough. I always constantly tried to push him to do more and to want for more. Yet his body wouldn't allow him to. He was tired. I guess I must have been a royal pain to him too because I never let up on him. My poor brother couldn't breathe he said he felt like a fish out of water they had him on 24 hour oxygen.

He was the BEST brother ever...even though he was so stubborn and hard to deal with, yet I wouldn't trade him for anyone else in the world. He's only been gone for a day and I already feel like I can't do it without him. I feel so hollow so empty. I need his calls. I need hear his voice on a daily basis. I need him to tell me how he wants me to finish raising his kids. His last text to me was "I'm sorry, I love you" WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO WITH THAT? WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO NOW?  We went to the funeral home to pick out his casket and stuff and we were told that his insurance was going to contest it and they were not going to pay for his funeral as we expected. My brother died yesterday morning and they didn't pick him up until 6 hours later. My time is running out to get him either creamated or buried with a proper viewing and funeral.  I am asking all of my friends and family to please help in anyway. Max and I always taken care of him and his kids and I will continue to until the day I die. I just need a little help to lay my brother down to rest.