Reconstruction of thigh/facial bone

I am trying to raise this money to have the necessary surgeries to keep the appearance of my eyesocket and thigh . Cosmetically appealing the drs have so far done right by me as for making my sure I'm out of harm's way.. but I do not have enough to remove my insecuritesit is not a mandatory surgery in the drs eyes but .. I don't know if I would be able to be comfortable with that . To be able to sustain me as I will not be able to work at this time thank you .