Bring my kids back home, Prayers appreciated

So this is life now, one hour each Wednesday. my children didn’t ask for this and neither did I.   On May 29th my children were taken from me due to their fathers mother filing for emergency custody.  On may 24th I had left James and ended things after church that Sunday. While having no standing or relationship to do so she was granted emergency custody using James’s past knowing he was staying with her at his granddaddies old house And with the right resources she was granted it ‍(Corrupt clerks)♀️ That day is when all the horrible events started.  I had to hold my babies down in a vehicle buckle them in and not know when I would see them again.  As they thought they were leaving with a stranger. As none of us seen this coming.  She took them kicking and screaming my whole family was there to witness the events.   They had never stayed with her Or been around her due to their fathers recommendations and him feeling highly uncomfortable with it. So we never allowed it unsupervised .  On June 11 we seen our children for the first time as she wouldn’t let me see or talk to them without James present, they were crying begging to go home and that’s when they told us what had happened.  With my husbands mother present they said they were force fed, beat with wooden decoration paddles and sure enough my ex mother in law admitted on the stand she abused them with the spanky!!! Stick and admitted to forcing my daughter to eat things.  And was actually proud of herself smh ‍♀️my parents and I just wanted these  kids home  And on Father’s Day June 21st 2020 we drove to sc and seen our kids and things had escalated.  Our kids were not holding up well and not being taken care of properly To where something had to happen fast.   His mother only allowed me see them is I was with him.  I’m a mother and it’s a choice I had to make.  Well on June, 25th,2020 we were granted a overnight visit with our kids. We met the lady that had them in creswell, N.C. and she allowed a overnight stay regardless if it broken her ex parte.  That night we went to law enforcement filed a report we had them.  Went to the hospital and filed reports followed up with law enforcement.  And cps that same week.  Sheriffs dept was very familiar with us I went every day begging for help. The children were interviewed by Cps Still nobody stepped in to help. I couldn’t stomach sending our kids back, I knew  there was a ex parte in place but our kids were number one priority we called law enforcement and went up there too many times to count. In our past we had a domestic incidents  my husband was arrested three times for assault on a female and he got counseling, I believed because it was more so emotional abuse it wasn’t affecting us as bad.  But I’m here to say after almost one year of being separated that wasn’t normal or ok . On July 11th My husband got a job out of town so we headed there.  Because he-had lost his other job thanks to this (nightmare) calling and trying to corner us up.  While we were in carteret county I had been calling Beaufort County SHeriffs office to find out status of the case but still no charges although we were told we would have them after she’d found out about the reports made to hospital,cps,and tyrrell county. But how could I hand my babies to my husbands parents who had beat on my kids for three weeks so that’s when I had to make a decision to  (Let our kids down?) trust the system that had already failed  us.  And things had escalated because he had missed a court date due-to us protecting our kids.  On July 13th Well one night things didn’t seem right.  (Due to nature of case I would rather not disclose) it led me to call 911 the next day July 14th and I begged the officers when they came to help me get my kids into cps custody.  And they did.  My kids left a little better that time except Noah age 4 he had a hard time leaving momma.  And they knew they were going safely with the social worker from Beaufort county.  I spent 1 1/2 days  in jail had 40,000$ bond and Four felonies abduction of children.  Which have since been dropped. At my 2nd court appearance in tyrrell county !!!Bryson spent his 8th birthday in cps custody. But I need my kids home I’m working full time I am providing all that I possibly can. But with lawyer’s, court, classes. It’s tough.  And most importantly I need PRAYERS PLEASE.  PRAY FOR Bryson 8 -Tori 6-Noah 4-Finn 2 to get to come home to their mommy really soon.   I’ve had to start fresh home vehicles everything for my children and it’s not hard doing all the things on the check off list   Lord knows I’ve done all that cps has asked of meBut it’s hard hearing (When can we come home) (Why can’t we come home)  or (I miss you so much mommy ( Two of my kids have birthdays soon and are upset I will not be present) Please pray this can get resolved soon!!! 

God has a higher power and I believe with everything within me he wouldn’t want to see me lose this. “The godly always give generous loans to others, and their children are a blessing. Turn from evil and do good, and you will live in the land forever. For the Lord loves justice, and he will never abandon the godly. He will keep them safe forever. 
‭‭Psalms‬ ‭37:26-28‬ ‭NLT‬‬

Thank you so much and God bless