I'm needed help for my children's Christmas

First off my name is Rebecca i go by Becca im here fundraising because my children and I are dealing with a loss in our family when I was younger my biological mother give me away to Tulsa Oklahoma DHS system and give up on me she left me and never came back for me i ended up in the shelter plus 50 different foster homes I told myself if I ever had kids they will not end up in DHS it aint no place to be trust me i know things happen to me as a little girl shouldnt of happen so let me get to why im here today after being in the foster system a lady named tami she took me in and she adopted me when no one else wanted me she did in the mean time I lost my biological grandma plus my biological mother passed away in 2010 and tami let me be in my biological mothers life even though she give me up for adoption well after my biological mother passed away mine and tamis realionship  got worse i blamed her because i felt she was tryin take my biological mother place she did i let her i grow a bond with tami well i had a baby at 19yrs tami was there for me and my son needless say i keep haven kids i have 7 wonderful babies DHS GOT INVOLVED tryed take my babies i was scared well tami saved my children from the foster system just like she saved me once before she didn't give up on us she was the rock to our family well tami did it all dinner sports clean laundry take care of everyone and alot of children she did tami was a wonderful mom and grandma she knew i had no funds to give my children Christmas and birthdays so she bought everything she would put my name on the gifts and tell my kids this is from your momma i was surprised ionly make 700 a month and thats not enough to pay my rent and bills and support my children well recently tami passed away on July 1,2020 we are struggling really bad without or mother and our grandma tami was the only grandma my children know because she adopted me took me in give me a life and a wonderful beautiful family im here today because I need help with Christmas for my children my daughter even has a birthday comin up in December around Christmas and im afaird my childern may not have a Christmas this year and I dont want that to happen tami was my mom my mother she raised me for 18years and raised my childern until she got her wings my kids are now 8 3 2 1 please can you find it in your heart to help me let my babies have a wonderful Christmas this year thank you all