Hi, I am Jax, known as Invoques or MissJaxalin to most. On Friday night, I went to emergency with respiratory emergency and am now in the emergency critical care unit. A mix of my eosinophilic asthma, newly diagnosed and unmanaged Vocal Cord Dysfunction, along with an upper respiratory infection my children brought home from school, trapped me in an attack I could not stop. I have finally returned home, but recovery is a long ways away. Every moment is a point that could cause me to return to critical care. I will not be able to work much over the next couple weeks as I combat the viral infection that pushed my body over the edge and sent me into critical care to begin with. Inwill be trying to do some chill streams and make content when possible, but I def can't drive people around safely.
My family already lives in financial poverty and we do all we can to make it on our own. Disability has denied me already due to my diagnosis not fitting their lists. I have struggled to maintain employment during the last 2 years of constant hospital stays, doctors visits, urgent cares, bed rest etc.
We are not asking for a lot. Our car insurance and internet are about to be cut off, which are both used in ways for me to make money without a conventional job. My birthday is on the 30th and we also have rent due. I may be spending my 39th level up here in the hospital. My 13yo also started soccer for the fall but has absolutely no equipment except the $5 ball I could get him. He needs cleats, shin guards, socks, bag, etc. I don't want him to be left out because we can't get him what he needs. I already feel I've failed them enough.
Thank you for anything you can offer, even if it's to share this link. Much love, as always. Thanks for being in my circle. ✨️