In loving memory of Ron Zilinsky Belhial Ra Legion

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“If you read this, read it for that reason that Ron is talking again, that he Has taken madness's final step and yet, that he is still searching desperately for the lesson and for the song and for the raison d'etre, that he wants to understand his own story and he wants you to understand it, and that it is the very best story he has right now to tell. If that's not enough, read something else. If it is, read on. In chains, to my friend and my scribe, I dictated these words.Come with me. Just listen to me. Don't leave me alone.” On November 24,2018 Ron was killed by his Bi-Polar disorder, murdered by his Depression, all the while Anxiety whispered in his ear. When you hear about this type of death, most times your left asking "Why?" Not this time. For years we fought this battle with him, by his side whether he liked it or not. He spoke about wanting to take his own life. We all knew, He was one that lived in the in-between and wore the darkness as his cloak.  We just never believed that the outcome of this long and desperate battle would end in loss. And yet, the battle rages on despite his loss and because of it. As I sit here racking my brain for the words,  my thoughts go to his daughter Shayla, his son Tyler; the battle they're fighting will rage for years to come. My parents who are numb, stunned, confused and relieved that his pain has stopped. In these hard times life must continue and part of that is honoring the joy he brought to our lives & celebrating his life.We as a family ask for any help you can give for death expenses. Unfortunately, in death as in life, it all comes down to money. If you need to contact the family we can be located on Facebook. (Memorial details will be added)

by Brandy Zilinsky
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“If you read this, read it for that reason that Ron is talking again, that he Has taken madness's final step and yet, that he is still searching desperately for the lesson and for the song and for the raison d'etre, that he wants to understand his own story and he wants you to understand it, and that it is the very best story he has right now to tell. If that's not enough, read something else. 
If it is, read on. In chains, to my friend and my scribe, I dictated these words.
Come with me. Just listen to me. Don't leave me alone.” 

On November 24,2018 Ron was killed by his Bi-Polar disorder, murdered by his Depression, all the while Anxiety whispered in his ear. 
When you hear about this type of death, most times your left asking "Why?" Not this time. For years we fought this battle with him, by his side whether he liked it or not. He spoke about wanting to take his own life. We all knew, He was one that lived in the in-between and wore the darkness as his cloak.  We just never believed that the outcome of this long and desperate battle would end in loss. 
And yet, the battle rages on despite his loss and because of it. As I sit here racking my brain for the words,  my thoughts go to his daughter Shayla, his son Tyler; the battle they're fighting will rage for years to come. My parents who are numb, stunned, confused and relieved that his pain has stopped. In these hard times life must continue and part of that is honoring the joy he brought to our lives & celebrating his life.

We as a family ask for any help you can give for death expenses. Unfortunately, in death as in life, it all comes down to money. If you need to contact the family we can be located on Facebook. 

(Memorial details will be added)
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    Brandy Zilinsky
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    Roseville, MI
    Patty Zilinsky
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