In Loving Memory of Jordyn Ehlen

As most have heard there have been 4 suicides in the Rancho Cucamonga schools since school began just a couple weeks ago. I never thought I'd be saying that one of those children was mine. I am devastated beyond belief that my beautiful Jordyn decided to take her life on Sunday evening. Never in a million years did I think I'd be planning an unexpected funeral for one of my children. Our kids aren't supposed to die before us. I am not in denial of the fact that she has passed and will never return but I keep hoping this is all just a bad nightmare. As I mourn her death I am not only overwhelmed with the love and support from everyone (family, friends, Jordyns friends, neighbors, strangers and the schools both Jordyn attended and the one Montgomery attends) but I am overwhelmed with the expenses that are soon coming to cover her cremation and services. My family has offered to help but  I dont want this financial burden to become there's. Anything at this point helps even if its just prayers that Jordyn is happy now...that Montgomery doesn't suffer horribly from the death of her sissy...that each day it becomes easier to understand and accept what has happened to us. Also that we all pray that others who feel hopeless and have suicidal thoughts dont make the decision Jordyn did. I thank you and appreciate everything. Much love, peace and happiness in this dark time. 

Nicole Burns/Esparza