In Honor of an Angel named Derek Doran

On the 11th of December, a terrible nightmare, what felt like the worst horror movie I’ve ever seen, unfortunately was a cold, cruel reality.  My Husband, my soul mate, my other half, felt enough pain in his heart to make the decision that taking his own life, was the only medicine that could completely take his pain away. After suffering the pain and agony of losing his baby brother Dylan, another beautiful soul to suicide, he just could not bare the pain of knowing he will never be able to see his brother again. I live with that pain now today,  along with family, and many beloved friends. No words, gestures, gifts, medicine or poisons could ever make the pain go away, much less subside it. I know my meaning in life now, and that’s to do anything I can to prevent someone else from feeling the pain, agony, heart ache that I  will have to live the rest of my life with. The only reason I can smile today is knowing that Heaven recently welcomed a beautiful new Angel, named Derek Kent Doran.