Legal medical cannabis raid, help with lawyer

My wife an I are medical cannabis patients, our home was raided and torn apart. My wife was left laying in the dirt seizing while officers laughed at her. They told us our licenses were not valid. But they definitely are. We had just renewed them Sept 30th. They are trying to throw me in prison for growing medicine my wife desperately needs to combat get seizures. Anything helps. We desperately need a real lawyer that will fight for us. Our public defender only wants to plea bargain. While a paid attorney says they can get it dropped. But bring on disability I only get 770 and barely have a roof over our heads. We need to move from this town that had targeted us and non stop harassed my family with cops showing up for extremely small stupid calls. They tore my house apart. Promised I wouldn't be arrested and then arrested me and charged me with felonies. I need to help to fight this. I can't do it alone. We need to stop this injustice and stop the police from arresting medical cannabis patients.. thank you all!!!