if anarchist and protesters can raise money I can

I didn't get hurt protesting.i bend my knee for God only. I love my country.there are no programs for old white guys who need help. I worked 47 years,most in healthcare.blew out my neck at work.dissability taking forever.i have depleted my retirement and my wife and I could use some help.i see there are fund raisers for bail money for protesting. How but helping out a fellow american.