WE NEED HELP We've Literally lost everything PLZ

Hi my name is Jamie, I am 44yrs old & I NEED HELP, PLEASE. I have always been that guy, the one who's friends could always depend on for help, weather they needed me to come get em, or to listen & be supportive, or to even help carry groceries & help their elderly mom get out the car & lean on me to get in the house. I've even been known to do remodeling for friends or family free of charge, or many other things as well. I've always been like that just because it's right. However due to events that I couldn't control, I have become the one in need of help (don't get me wrong I do still help others in any way I'm still capable) but unfortunately I'm not as capable as I was which makes me feel way less deserving of help myself. However in that lies the rub, because I'm at the point where I do DESPERATELY need the help.
     Now with all that being said I will try to be a little quicker with my explanation as to the events that have lead me to need your help. It has been a long journey getting to this point of utter desperation. It started with breaking my neck. I used to own my own remodeling business, it was a small company but with A LOT  of hard work it was a living. I was on my way to work when I flipped my truck, due to a mechanical issue wit the rear breaks. The truck rolled over 3 times and even though I thought my seatbelt was on it wasn't properly clipped so it failed to do it's job. On the first roll I hit the roof with such force my head literally dented it out while my C-6 vertebrae shattered. This was the event that changed my life in so many ways. I thank God every day for my life, and not to sound unappreciative but since I worked for myself I did not qualify for unemployment no work no money, but there was no way I could work so naturally I ran through everything I had put back for a rainy day. And it seams like it has rained ever since. 
     As if that wasn't bad enough, I have been fighting disability since I broke my neck but I keep being DENIED. Since then I moved back to NJ because my mom's health started to get bad so we discussed it and decided that it would be in all our best interest. We could help her as she is helping us win win...  But the rain started falling again soon after. My mom's health really started decline rapidly. I do believe that God put us where we needed to be, because my wife was great with helping to care for my mom. She basically did everything for my mom which I do truly appreciate and I know I can't ever repay her for. So first in January my dog of 17 years died which was hard on all of us  our daughter especially. Then in March my mom passed way sooner than expected & with out a will so we lost the house that my mom wanted us to have because we were not allowed to assume the mortgage.
     Now before I get to the loss of the house, at the time when my mom passed, my wife Kristen was pregnant so at least there was some hope some light to look forward to which also gave our little girl Mackenzie something to look forward to, to help bring something positive for her to hope for since she was excited that even though it was hard loosing her Grandma and her dog, she could focus on hope for the future rather than the sadness.  So on the 19th of August her little brother Jamie Jr. Was born. We were Sooo happy and feeling blessed at that moment the sadness and worry of knowing we were getting foreclosed on seemed so far away and almost small.
     On August 28th just nine days later Jamie Jr. Stopped breathing. It was early in the Kristen got up with him at 630ish to feed him and she put him back down to sleep for a little while like normal and there was no warning he was perfectly fine. Then about an hr later I was in the kitchen making coffee and she started screaming and ran out of our room and down the hallway towards me in the kitchen with Jamie's lifeless body in her arms. So we immediately jumped in the truck she wasn't even fully dressed but there was no time for that and we were off like a bat outta hell headed to the hospital. I ran red lights and all because the only thing on my mind was our son and getting him there so they could save him... It was only 730 or 740ish and after over an hour of the ER Dr and nurses worked on trying to resuscitate him unsuccessfully they pronounced him at 9:17am. Honestly everything since that moment is just one long nightmare that I wish hope and even pray to wake up from, but every day I wake up into this same nightmare. But to sum up this long story  we did get evicted in October and it has just spiralled out of control since like being flushed down the toilet. 
    So I am at my wits end so now I have come to the realization that I NEED HELP SO PLEASE HELP US.  THANK YOU TO ALL THAT DO HELP YOU HAVE MY APPRECIATION & GRATITUDE

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