On October 29th early in the morning I had ran out of options for my princess, I had to make the worst possible choice and say goodbye for the last time... I was determined to save her, she was just too young, but at the end an autoimmune disease won. Her name is Mandy and I was her second human, she was no older than 5, and she was my whole world... By the end of that nightmare night I had spent far more money than I have trying to save her. $1200 may seem like nothing to some of you reading this, but that was all of my money for this month and next. Now I'm flat broke, left owing, and won't be able to pay bills or buy food until December. I never thought I'd have to ask for money like this and I don't like doing it, but I don't have any other options in my position. This has been a truly heartbreaking day for me, I don't think I'll ever get over the pain of it, and if I didn't need to live I honestly wouldn't even care about the money I need to do so. Please help me, I really don't need more unnecessary pain coming from this going forward through the year.