I put too much trust into a childhood friend who turned out to be a lazy, neglectful, selfish, heartless, baby. I tried. I did 100% of the cooking, cleaning, caring, anything else that doesn’t involve sitting on my ass. I worked my fingers to the bone to sell art to make it.

I was mocked for being sick. I was made to feel like shit though I spend every day of my life getting and being better.

Tried too hard to be worth a damn…I did everything I could to prove how loving and tentative I am. I’m not perfect, but I try.

He made crazy accusations to the cops about me. I was arrested after breaking a door in sheer frustration and anguish. But I never hurt him or anybody. Never threatened to. Never. I should not have lost my temper. I own that. But I did not do the things he said I did.. nobody believes you when you have scars. so now I have court. He ran the fuck off without any info while I was thrown away in two hellhole asylums for weeks. I can’t pay rent. I can’t find a new place. I can’t do this. I’m so ashamed.

garret. If you spent ONE day in my shoes, you’d end it. Period.