Help with expenses after loss

Hello, everyone. My name is Shelbey Moseley. I created this campaign to help raise money for a proper service for my father and to raise money for living expenses for my mother and I. Anyone who knew my father knew that his number one concern was to take care of his family. He was an amazing provider and an extraordinary father. I had to create this campaign to try to carry on his wish of taking care of the family while he's gone. His wish was to be cremated but he doesn't have life insurance so we can't afford it. We'd also like to have some sort of memorial for him but we can't afford that either. My mom (Andrea Moseley) had brain surgery in September due to a condition called chiari so she can no longer work. Everything is on my shoulders now. I have a one year old son in my care as well so things have been difficult. Our rent was already behind a few months due to my father having elbow surgery and being out of work. Our car got repossessed a little over a month ago. Our utilities are on the verge of being cut off. My mom's phone has been cut off since we can't afford the bill. Things have just started getting out of control. It's up to me to get things back in order but I don't even know where to start. My family isn't the type to ask for help and everyone knows that. We're all extremely prideful. So the decision to make a go fund me didn't come easy. But without help, I'm not sure where we may end up. My dad was a former marine and an exceptional human being. I know all he wanted was for his wife and family to be taken care of so that's what I'm trying to do. We'll need money for his cremation, living expenses until we can get things in order and many more things. The world has crumbled under our feet and I need help somewhat putting it back together.