It is with a heavy heart and humility that I reach out. I need help!
Typically, I would "man-up" and just figure how to make all the pieces come together.
BISHA & NINA are sick. Probably 2 completely exclusive incidences. This journey which has been going on for at least 2 weeks now, has progressed with the news that I am dealing with 2 terminally ill cats, who will be needing consistent care to live a comfortable life.
When i was first processing this news I was overwhelmed. Overwhelmed with the consideration of who will want to care for my sick babies when i travel for work. And then overwhelmed by the hospital, vet and care bills I have amassed to date.
I don't like asking for help, especially financial. However, a few days ago, a friend reached out, and following my Cat Health saga, she sent 100$ to my Paypal as a token of support for my struggle and an appreciation for being on the path together. (Thank you Judy Redhawk).
It touched me tremendously. Someone who was feeling my difficulty, and financial strain, and from the goodness of her heart offered some support. It made me realize, that I don't have to do this alone, and I can ask for help. So here it is:
Tribe, family, friends, I need your help.
My current Cat/Fur Babies Health Care bill is $4500 to date, with another $500-750 in the pipeline. My desire is to to cover 50% of the bill, and I am asking for support for the $2500 balance.
BISHA & NINA are special cats.
Bisha is a very sweet and gentle soul, who holds shamanic powers, and has worked on healing many people that have stayed at my place, starting with me. He is caring, sensitive, and the best teddy bear ever. When he senses dis-ease, he quickly jumps into service with unconditional love.
Nina is a sweet princess. Her biggest gift to me is she teaches me how to treat a woman. She is a very finicky and selective royal creature, and the energy, neediness one approaches her with matters. She likes to be touched how she likes, when she wants it. She knows her boundaries and is not afraid to express them, and definitely doesn't care about how you deal with the rejection. A REAL TEACHER!
If you have had the chance to meet them, you know what I am talking about. If you have ever appreciated the energy to which we have met, part of that credit goes to Bisha & Nina for making me a better person...seriously!
And now we need your support!
So what is up with them.
Bisha was poisoned. The source is inconclusive but devastating regardless. Having missed the signs of poisoning, he has been sick for at least 1.5 months and entered stage 3 kidney failure. This means he only has 15-20% of his kidney function. Life prognosis is 6 months to 2 yrs max, with daily meds and 2 fluid injections daily. A lot to ask for any caretaker, although we have bonded even more during this whole ordeal.
Nina's sickness is more mysterious. Possibly cancer. Her liver is at double the prescribed normal levels, and her kidneys also rising to a stage 1 kidney disease.
My plan is to keep them both happy and healthy for as long as I can, without having them suffer through any long term tenuous procedures. I am going to keep them comfortable until I see a significant drop in health, at which time I will work on plans to either find other serious caretakers who want to be with them to the end of their life, or euthanize them when that time comes.
Bisha and Nina entered my life when I began my journey with Monde Ose. They have been by my side through the ups and downs, and my transformation. There is a part of me that believes that their time of service here is coming to completion, as I take new steps in the world, to serve planetary transformation in a bigger way. Them departing will make more space for me to let my full power and dedication move through me. The path ahead is a mystery. The journey walked with these 2 divine fur babies the last 13 yrs has been a gift and a blessing.
Please help me cover some of the costs for caring and loving these special creatures. Any donation would be appreciated and no judgement for any amount offered. As i see it, a little from many of you, will definitely help me reach my goal.
With love, and humility