Help Trans Women Survive With My Transition

Hello my name is Zéliah, I am 19 years old, I am a transgender woman, I started my social transition at 15 years old and started my hormone treatment at 17 years old.

If I make this kitty today it is that I need money to finance my future surgeries which will allow me to feel good and fulfilled..

I am currently living in hell, I hardly leave my house, I don't make much choice, I am quickly depressed, time is long.
I'm at a point where I sometimes cry while looking at myself in the mirror, I edit most of my photos, I manage less and less to live with myself.
I have my surgeries scheduled for October 12, I have little time left .. if I do not reach the sum it will be the end for my psychological state, I can no longer live with this body. . and this face
Help me please