Help take some stress off please

Hello everyone, I have run into some problems in my life that I never thought I would have to go through, three years ago December10 th I found out I had diverticulitis/ colon cancer, I did all the test the doctors put me through and had a surgery day planned, I had health insurance and things were going not well but I had things where I was going to be able to have surgery and go back to work, well as life can be, my job came to an end, I lost my health insurance, I had to postpone everything,I continued to work but had no benefits, a couple months back I was a admitted to the hospital again, this time the doctor just said cancer, I have kept this news to myself, not even mentioning it to family or friends, I didn't want to worry anyone, but now I really don't know what to do, I have applied for assistance to get help with insurance and doctor bills, this leaves me with my household bills to pay, in orders for me to have surgery I'll have to take time off from work six to eight weeks more depending on how things would go, I live week to week on paycheck 's, I'm having to give up my house and move, I'm not sure what is going to take place but I have been blessed with so many things in life and I thank God every morning for waking me up, no matter how hard I know the day is going to be, I try to keep smiling, I don't like asking for help but I've come to where I have no choice, thank you for taking the time to read my story and god bless each of you, live and love each other you never know when or what can take place to change it.