Help Needed For Shellie

I realize what has happened as well as reality punching me in the face to make me realize what now needs to happen.

I'm moving forward with grief as I have no other choice in this matter.

Dave was the love of my life and so sadly he isn't here in my life with me anymore . 

I'm needing my Honda repaired asap so I'll have a running set of wheels when I go to turn Dave's vehicle over to the co-signer this weekend who is now the rightful owner.

It needs a catalytic converter, something else, I dunno about cars... and deq pass for tags.

I'm really sorry to ask but I lost my pride long time ago....