Help Mentally Ill Lesbian Enby Avoid Homelessness

TRIGGER WARNING // SUICIDAL IDEATION SELF HARM IDEATION AND ABUSE MENTION Hey everybody so after the eviction in August, I’ve been really struggling to keep a roof over my head and food in my tummy. I finally got a car in September and started up food delivery to make some consistent and stable money. And it was helping a lot. But unfortunately my car’s engine blew and I haven’t had the funds to repair it. I bought a new engine but the cheapest labor I could find to install it is $700. I also very recently lost the financial support of a family member I was evicted with who has mentally, physically, emotionally, sexually, and financially abused me my whole life. I relied on her a lot for groceries, transportation, and funds in general because she has a government job but recently she has become homeless sleeping in her car most nights or staying with family (that I was alienated from due to her and other abuse toward me). And she won’t even pick up the phone most days so I am struggling to borrow her car for deliveries to make any sort of income or even just small runs to the store. Please help me be completely independent and disconnect from my abuser. Please help me live. Please spread this as fast and widely as possible my brain is literally so broken from all this trauma. I’ve been spiraling and struggling to manage intrusive and extreme suicidal thoughts and urges to relapse on self harm and past drug addictions. I want to return to doing tarot readings and more longterm stuff but literally am just so burntout. These funds will be for securing housing both long term permanent housing and short term hotel housing, GoFundMe fees, needed funds to repair my transportation vehicle to return to my food and grocery delivery job, necessary supplies including my cat’s expenses, food, medication, and toiletries. Please help me. Spread this to your rich and well off friends and associates who can donate, those who have big platforms, platforms of any size, please use it to share this it goes a long way. Update: I still haven’t found housing and this whole process is rigged in California because of the amount of gentrification, rent requirements are almost impossible to meet. My car needs so many repairs that I don’t have the money for and right now I’m staying in a hotel with my cat and we are safe but I need everybody’s help and support now more than anything. Please donate if you can. Please share and boost on every social media platform possible!!!! Thank you all who have kept up with me through this, it really means a lot <3 much love, M