Help me save the life I've built over 20 years

Well, I have been the subject of mental health discrimination for 18 months, at least. I've been raped, beaten, had a loaded gun in my face at 7, grew up in an extremely abusive home, and well, I thought I paid my dues in misery.  But I was wrong. I am a philosopher, and I spent my life never fitting in. Finally I found philosophy and it was home. I have worked tirelessly to do it since then.  I am pretty good at PHILOSOPHY. It's for me like breathing. And now, because I'm a bit odd, or mentally "ill" or neurodiverse,  I may lose my job purely for those reasons. However, if I had just 2-3 years to publish my face off, I MIGHT be able to get another job in the field. Last job I applied for there were 750 applicants. I'm lucky, I found my passion, but I cannot live without  it. I have no family, and it's what keeps me going. Please donate if you think this is a worthwhile cause. Currently, I have no income as of Mar 18th. Evidence available upon request.