Help me please. My family is suffering.

My parents recently got divorced. My dad is in hospital having multiple surgeries. None of them work. I’m not working because my mental health is really bad. I have bipolar disorder and it really does affect me. I want to be a singer so badly but I can’t even afford one studio session and I can’t play any instruments but I write really good lyrics and sing well. My dream is also to move to Korea but I can’t get a job because when my dad comes home I need to take care of him and we have no money please help us