help me move out of my homophobic home

My family is forcing me to quit my job and spend the summer in Pakistan. As a gay person it’s frightening for me to go back to Pakistan, and i don’t want to have to quit my job and forcefully be sent to Pakistan. They aren’t understanding of my sexuality and if I don’t move out now there is a chance I will be arranged to get engaged to a woman. I don’t want to do that but my family holds power over me. This is happening very suddenly and that is why I need some help. I hate asking for help because it makes me feel weak but in this moment it’s what I need to survive and not end up repeating this cycle with my family. The money from this will help me move out and not end up back in the same house. Anything helps. Thank you so much.