Help me and my cat leave Domestic Abuse and return home.
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I'm 28 Years old and I had been living in my hometown until late last year. We moved away from my home to live inbetween our hometowns. Everything seemed great and perfect but then I started to notice things and I started losing myself.
Things were fine to begin with but i've seen through everything and realsied he has been:
- compairing his parents to my single parent
- compairing his friends to mine
- trying to make me like his hobbies
- making me go to things and do things i don't want to do. If i tell him i don't want to he does the silent treatment
- comments on my body and plays with body parts that i'm self consious about (he does this in public too)
- embarrases me infront of his friends and family
- goes quiet and shuts himself in a room over the tinest things
- gets mad when he doesn't get his own way
- is very stuck up his own ass. very confident about himself while also bringing me down
- often tuts and rolls his eyes when i would want hugs and kisses
- never really listens to me
I cry myself to sleep. I only sleep for roughly 2-4hours a day. My anxiety and panic attacks are through the roof. I'm walking on eggshells. I feel alone and not heard. I don't feel safe or loved. I feel trapped.
Mentally I struggle with:
- Generalised Anxiety Disorder
- Panic Disorder
- Complex PTSD
- Autism
- Depression/ Suicidal Thoughts
And this was all from BEFORE the relationship. They've all only gotten worse throughout my time living with me.
I'm asking and really hoping for help to move as I am not financially well. I struggle to be able to put £10 savings away a month. Sometimes even £5. I'm wanting to get out as soon as possible. I'm hoping to be able to get back to my hometown. I also have my cat to think about (I had her before we moved in together)
The funds will cover:
- £715 - Rent.
- £400 - Bills for the first month until my money becomes stable again.
- £100 - Rent a van and petrol.
I need to be back home with my family. Non of them have a place for me to stay and they aren't able to help my with any money. I've gone through every source I can think of and I think GFM will really help speed this up quicker.
Thank you for your time and consideration. I could really do with the help and it would mean the world to be able to get out of here asap. For my wellbeing, mental health and for my cat.
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