Help me leave my abuse family home

Hi my name “V” I am a non-binary person I use they/he pronouns. All of my life I have lived in a verbally and physically abuse home in New York with my family.

At 18 I moved to Massachusetts to pursue my education and leave my former home. Despite my efforts to get a stable job, paying for tuition, groceries, and other essentials became a Luxury.

The cost of living is much higher than the income I made before loosing my job as a waiter due to COVID. 

I refuse to go back to my abuse family. Please help my out with anything you can. It’s personally hard for me to ask for help, but I need it.