Help me adopt my daughter ive waited 54 years

Ive waited 54 years for this little girl and as soon as I can give the lawyer the money to file for the adoption she will be ours.I know you think if I have a lawyer I must be able to afford the money trying to be raised but my lawyer is helping me for 100 a month , so with my little angel and covid we are stretched pretty thin. Thankyou for taking the time to read this and may God bless you and your family as he has blessed us