Help Jackie Heal Herself & Humanity

Please help me on my mission to help heal myself and humanity.
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**UPDATE** 11/11/2018 **UPDATE** (Video update to come soon, later this week!)

Greetings beautiful ones!

So, it's been just over a month I believe since I first shared my GoFundMe Campaign. I am so grateful for the support that's been received already. Here's a little to share on what's going on so far.

Since the first donations started coming in I've been able to take myself to an amazing Chiropractor and Wellness Center. I had some scans done and my spine was very badly out of alignment. I was shocked and amazed at the same time.  It seems I have injury related type of scoliosis. I didn't have it a few years ago when I last went to a chiropractor.  I had a terrible fall down the stairs last year and it is most likely the cause judging from when the symptoms started arising. Basically the bottom of my spine, the lumbar portion, is bent like an upside down question mark.  In addition, my Thoracic spine though straight is twisted and my cervical spine is straight opposed to having the natural curve. The chiropractor who's been helping me these last few weeks is an absolutely lovely light worker and I am so blessed that I've aligned with his practice to help me move through aligning my spine and helping me come back to my health. Their center is working with me to receive massive discounts on the treatment plan and allowing me payment options. I am so grateful!!!

I am moving through an intensive healing with the wellness center over the next three months and the amount of awareness and re-association with my body through this journey so far has been amazing.

Aside from working on the alignment of my spine, I've been growing my awareness of what's happening with my liver on such a deep and beautiful level. This organ is such an incredibly amazing organ and is a bridge between both our physical and spiritual bodies. Did you know that our liver carries the ancestral baggage from our parents which we bring with us in to this world when we are born? We all know the brain is an incredible and intelligent part of our human anatomy, but the liver is also incredibly intelligent and adaptogenic... my mind keeps being blown. There is so much that science has yet to discover about the liver and how vitally important a healthy liver is to a healthy, thriving body.

I've decided to start taking the active healing and wellbeing of my liver and adrenals in to my own hands as I wasn't able to get to Peru to work with the healer family. I'm organizing a couple protocols using organic whole foods, superfoods, and plant based supplements to help support my liver at this time. I'd love to share these with you all as well and the resources once I've moved through my home based treatment.

Unfortunately, I wasn't able to raise enough funds to carry me to Peru this November for my personal plant dieta, which in a way is fortunate as it enabled me the space to follow my heart to a chiropractor and am now receiving help in a way I was unaware I needed. I've postponed my trip to Peru for early next year so that I can now focus my energy in 3 specific area of my life.

1) My health
2) My son
3) My business 

Yes, the business!!! Between going to my therapy sessions, taking care of my son and resting I am finally taking my Integration coaching and guidance project full on. I've been hearing the call for assistance and guidance with integration for quite sometime now and I'm stepping up to the plate. 

I've committed to working with a business coach mentor in order to help me facilitate my integration coaching and guidance project in order to be able to open the channels of support to anyone who asks for help. She's been very kind in offering me a very discounted price for her services and has allowed me to pay in installments. I feel and believe in this service so deeply that I used my last dollars in the bank to pay for the first installment and have started working actively on the business with her. I am so excited to launch this project over the next few weeks and would love to share all these beautiful tools with you.

I'm still asking for help with support as I'm not yet making an income with my coaching business and need to continue to support myself and my son and the purchase of the plants and supplements to start supplementing my health.

So many times I've considered running out to the nearest place that would hire me out of a scarcity based mentality. But, my soul keeps asking me to listen to my heart and continue to ask and accept support from my beautiful tribe. Aside from the physical pain my body moves through and all the therapy sessions, the energy I'm choosing to commit outside of my health and my family is to growing the integration business project for humanity. Not to helping other people grow their millions in hedge funds or to help Starbucks continue making millions, not that there's anything wrong with that. But, no... I choose to commit my energy to helping beautiful beings just like you take all the beautiful tools and insights from their experiences and integrate them in to their living reality so they can live a life of their creation full of love, happiness, healing, joy and expansion. Just as I am asking for support I want to create and launch this project so that humanity too can feel supported in this incredible era of awakening.

If you would like to support me in a way outside of GoFundMe donations, such as PayPal, bank transfer, air miles, gift cards for groceries, etc. I will be more than happy to receive. Or if you have any questions or comments you can email me directly at: [email redacted] or [email redacted] . 

So that's it for now... I'll send an update much sooner with all the progress and movements i'm making on my journey of stepping back in to my health for myself and humanity.

I love you all so very much and am so grateful to you!

xx
Jax

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Greetings beautiful beings!

Jackie here and I am reaching out to you all today from a very vulnerable space. This is a space of asking for help and support.

As a child I told myself I would never allow myself to fall into this space and I lived in the mindset of fear, lack, loss and scarcity for way too long. I’m finally stepping out of that mindset and stepping into the love and abundance of all that is. Opening to support, surrender, family, connection, community, tribe, trust and flow. I am asking for your help today to help fund my journey in to the amazon to help me continue to heal myself so I can thrive and help others do the same.

A little over 5 years ago I started feeling a struggle in my body and I entered into the cycle of countless alternating doctors and hospital visits and late night/early morning ER sessions. No one could figure out what was going on. I ate healthy and was tested for numerous autoimmune diseases, poor functioning organs, unexplained pains in my eyes, chest, abdomen and body. I was prodded and poked with needles, scanned under machines and pumped full of radiation and even nuclear serums. The answer was never found and I entered the routine of being heavily medicated on various prescription drugs and felt even sicker and watched my health deteriorate further and further. There wasn’t a moment in the day where I didn’t have some sort of prescription drug coursing through my veins.

A little over two and a half years ago I found myself in the Amazon jungle and I discovered the world of plant medicine. And through working with plant medicine I started to heal… I started to heal on levels that I was not aware of- emotional, energetic and spiritual including my physical. When I returned home after this visit I realized that the life that I was living was no longer serving me. I also realized my purpose in life which is to be in service to humanity and service to myself. I was so incredibly grateful and so full of love to start embracing my purpose in life that I quit my job, cashed out all my savings and pension and moved to the USA with my son. Since that time I’ve been traveling the world being in service wherever spirit guides me. I volunteer my time and energy at healing retreat centers, healing ceremonies and circles, to people that reach out to me for help and even random people I bump in to on the street. I do this lovingly, passionately and gratefully.

Through this I’ve been living in so much love and gratitude how could this be wrong? As I stripped away more and more of the emotional traumas and energetic blockages  and healed various ailments within me, I started to discover deeper aspects of my physical being that are now screaming, calling out for attention and healing. I had spent so much time trying to give back to humanity that I was falling short on giving and caring for myself.

My body is not functioning anywhere near optimal. In fact, it feels a right struggle getting out of bed and making my way through the day physically. My adrenals are fatigued (Adrenal Fatigue Syndrome) and my liver is not functioning anywhere near optimal. The Adrenal glands and liver are two major components for a healthy functioning body and mine are struggling. On top of this, I had a pretty bad cycling accident a few weeks ago and though I didn’t feel it was necessary to go to the emergency room I have become aware at just how badly my body has been injured from the accident. Everything from my skull, neck, back, shoulders, wrists, hips, knees and feet have been thrown terribly out of alignment. So much so that I am feeling pain from the accident all day and even when I lay to sleep.

I’m fortunate enough to have crossed paths with a beautiful group of healers in the jungle who are waiting for me with open arms to help me move through this healing journey without having to utilize western medicine and through the healing powers of plants.

The funds that I am asking for are to help me pay for my flights and expenses getting me back in to the jungle to pursue healing with natural plant medicines, compensate the healers I will be working with for their time and energy and cover my expenses at home while I am on my healing journey. I don’t know how long this will take or how much work is needed for me to heal, but I am dedicated to honoring myself deeply and finally surrender and feel worthy of healing deeply and profoundly.

Now there’s another phase to this plea for help… and that is the helping humanity portion. It has become very clear that I am not meant to be sitting behind a desk working a standard 9-5. My purpose in life is to be out in the world connecting with people and helping them build their bridge to love, healing, growth and awareness. I have various projects on the back burner that I am itching to start driving forward, such as a charitable foundation to help people who want to connect to their own growth and healing but are feeling held back due to financial means or simply not knowing what to do or where to turn. To create and open a space where all beings regardless of finances, race, religion or gender can gather, learn, grow and help empower themselves so they can thrive in this lifetime opposed to struggling or simply surviving.

Another aspect of where I am asking for help is the funding of my training in various healing modalities that are in alignment with my path. Since stepping in I’ve grown a beautiful and amazing connection with the healing medicines of our Mama Gaia… earth medicine. And through this and my time in shamanic training and experiences in the Jungle I’ve forged a beautiful bond with plant medicines. Plants are our beautiful allies that are waiting to be embraced by us in order to help us heal and thrive in this realm. I would like to create a space where people can come together to learn more about natures medicine cabinet and also grow their relationship with the healing powers of plants. I am also pursuing practitioner training with Kambo medicine, hypnotherapy and a deeper relationship with healing through body movement, such as yoga, massage and breath work.

These phases are presently on hold due to the priority of allowing myself to surrender deeply in to healing these ailments I am carrying. I am also needing the assistance in creating this space where I can focus my energy on these projects fully opposed to sending my energy to a 9-5 job.

So this is me… asking for help. I don’t have any gimmicks to offer those who would like to donate or support me. However, I do have my love, my gratitude and my commitment and dedication to my healing and helping humanity, our collective heal and empower themselves in return. I would also love to offer a healing session, guidance or if you would simply like someone to hold space for you and listen I am here for you upon my return.

If you would like to support me in a way outside of GoFundMe donations, such as PayPal, bank transfer, air miles, gift cards for groceries, etc. I will be more than happy to receive. Or if you have any questions or comments you can email me directly at: [email redacted] or [email redacted] . 

In a few days I will be sharing my websites where I share my blog posts and the web platform that I am launching to help people connect with me who would like to receive help. I look forward to sharing my journey with you all and embracing my truth and healing on such a deep and beautiful level.

I am so incredibly grateful and in love and joy with you all!

Namaste

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