On 2/17 Eris crossed the rainbow bridge Alright so here's the thing

Eris has cancer. It is not curable or probably even treatable. But there is time to give her and me more time. So I went with that option, because this dog is my best god damn friend and I am not ready to say goodbye to her. Yes, grief is probably making me insane right now but also, haven't I been through enough this year? Why do I keep having to claw into the things I love to make them stay with me?

Anyway her total for 2 days of treatment is 5k. I've never personally even had that much money in my life, but I got a care credit card now that my identity isn't being thieved and they covered 4k of it. I'm not fully sure what I'll do about the other 1k right now, but that's fine. I don't care. I literally do NOT care about money in such a fucked up world where we don't even know if we will live to tomorrow.

So guess what? It's time for another fucking gofundme. I'm begging yall to empty your purses and give me and my dog a little more time as a birthday present. or you can donate to me directly that's cool too. And no one is obligated to do shit. Cancer is a fucking evil demon that afffects the purest of souls and there is no god and life is just fucking terrible but what can ya do other than empty your bank account for the best dog ya ever met?