Help Eric get into an apartment

Hello family and friends. For the many of you that know me, you know that this isn't easy for me to do. Ask for help. But I recently decided that in order to change, I must do things differently. You also probably know that I have borderline personality disorder and severe depression. As well as pretty bad issues with anxiety. Today, I'm asking for a little help to get me into my own apartment. I make enough money at my job to afford monthly rent but I barely scrape by and have no way to effectively save up a deposit. Without your help I will be homeless again at the end of the month. I've been through it before and I'm terrified of having to live through that again. However, my biggest fear is having to tell my little girl that her daddy is living in his car again and we can't have anymore sleepovers. I'm almost at my end and I really feel a place of my own would be the start I need to get healthy again. I rarely leave my apartment and most weekends only leave my room because of the anxiety of living with a roommate. I need the freedom of having my own place. If any of you have ever said I wish there was something I could do, well here it is. I just want enough for a deposit, couch, and a bed of my own since I've been sleeping on a futon mattress on the floor. I haven't had a bed of my own in a couple years. Thank you so much for anything you can give. Someday I would hope to repay you in any way I can. Thank you so much.