Help during this season of life

This is by far the most humbling thing I’ve ever done but here I am. As many of you know I’m in the middle of a divorce and have not been employed full time in months. I am currently battling an unemployment appeal and have not recieved income from that since June 2017. I am substitute teaching when I am called at a rate far less than what my old pay was. What I make subbing is just enough to pay my electric bill, that’s it.
I am at the point now that I’m 2 months behind in rent, as well as my van payment and other bills.
I do not have that financial means to pay for childcare for a second job, etc.
I am honestly scared of losing my home and my only vehicle. Asking for help is the hardest thing I’ve ever done and I’ve fought it for a long Time.
I have helped many of my friends during hard seasons of their lives and I pray I’m in the place soon I can give back like I used to.
My faith is strong but I am scared. It’s not just me I must worry about. Any little bit can help. I cannot continue to rely on friends to hopefully help me until full time employment kicks in. If you know my back story, you know my health issues which are exasperated by stress and it’s a daily worry I’ll be sick and absolutely unable to provide for my kids.
Your kindness means more to me than you shall ever know.  2 cor 12:10
May God bless you all.