Help a Black Lesbian move

Edited 9/4 Hello , I’m a black non-binary lesbian who been living in a emotional abusive and Hello! My name is Jay and i'm 21 years old. I'm a non-binary lesbian currently living in a shared room with my best friend. The room we share is in my parents house and both my parents are emotionally and mentally abusive as well as manipulative. I am often shamed for my mental issues they have even go as far as taking my meds at few points in my recovery. I have been suffering severely with my mental health for years. Multiple times asking to seek help to be ignore by my parents. The only reason I was taken seriously is because I went to school and told them I would kill myself if I had to suffer any longer. Which then lead to the hardest 3 years of my life. My mental health has only been declining and my therapist believes it’s my home environment. I suffer from Bpd, ptsd, depression & anxiety as well as paranoia associated with my anxiety. This effects my day to day life, i am unable to care for myself do to my current head space. This as also cause issues at work due dissociating. I only work 4-8 hours weekly but even then that amount far to much and yet not enough if I want to live this environment. I now unable to get proper care again due to lack of insurance which again has taken a toll on my mental health and have amped up. I unable to do much which completely shutting down and my brain as been in a fog and once again I am being shamed for by my parents. I am often guilted for not being their “servant “ and harassed if I say no. There is obviously favoritism in the house with my siblings which makes it even hard to live here. As of recent when not having to work I am locked in my room out of my own paranoia and headspace. Eating/bathing though I am very ashamed to say are things I’ve been struggling with for the past year. Due to this a lot of the time I end up sick. Just recently with stomach ulcers, if not that I deal with a lot of other physical issues as well that cause my great amounts of pain. My pain is ignored here and I often have to beg to receive any medical attention. Living here is hell and I can no longer take my basic needs being ignored. I feel as if I’m gonna die either from stress or from my own hands. I’m scared for my own well-being. Anything is appreciated <3 Thank you for taking the time to read this, your donate will help my friend and i live a better life.