Heaven could of waited

My beautiful queen passed away this morning. I’m still as unclear as why this happened to me but it did. She was only 9 months old and so full of life. I didn’t have a life insurance policy and I still have 5 other kids to take care of and do t have the expenses to cover this as well as take the time from work I need. Any donation is greatly appreciated and I thank you in advance May god bless our all