Childcare funds

Most of you already know my story, but even after a year it all continues. I am now 36, diagnosed at 35 with grade 3 invasive ductal carcinoma / breast cancer of the right breast. during the entire 2019, I had 6 months of intensive IV chemo (4 different types) I lost all my hair (on head, eyebrows, eyelashes) dealt with crippling sickness, bone pain, stomach issues, tiredneas, fatigue, exhaustion, mental issues. I was then booked in to have a lumpectomy to remove margins of what was left of the tumour. However during surgery it became apparent that the tumour had since migrated and had grown and therefore they were only able to remove a partial amount. unfortunately my surgeon, who I didn't get to pick, was a specialist in skin conserving surgery and therefore I was told there was no way they would've considered a full mastectomy. So to my detriment it has meant that I am now back on chemotherapy. I am now on a very strong dose (5600mg) of capecitabane. This is an oral form of chemo that is taken in the shape of 14+ tablets twice a day morning and evening. Side effects can vary from extreme and consuming diarrhoea, sickness, excruciating bone pain, tiredness, and currently chest pains (of which is being looked into for heart problems) As most of you know I am mum to 3 kids Olivia 4 Paige 2 and Carter 16 months Currently Liv is at school and Paige has 15 free hours at preschool. However we are struggling to afford for additional hours and lunch club for Paige and for Carter to spend one day a week at a childminder so I can get some essential rest. I would never dream of asking people for help if I wasn't desperate. alot of people ask that surely we can afford it, however we are currently living somewhere temporary as the house we are due to be living in,needs extensive work (it's currently not liveable) and all labour is being done between just two individuals on very limited funds. I cannot work at the moment due to health and we have exhausted all other ways to raise money. this is my plea for help, I know I will get alot of stick for this, but I wouldn't ask if it wasn't genuinely needed. thank you all so much