giggles the poet

Hello my name is Steven Wilson I’m trying to raise funds for a proper funeral for my life partner of over 13 years Brenda Keough  also known as giggles the poet.  Brenda passed away on November 27 peacefully she had a heart attack and didn’t recover period. Brenda spent her whole life writing poems affirmations and life coaching a lot of people and friends.  She gave everything she had just to make people happy just have to Google her name giggles the poet you will know who she is. Brenda and I never got married though we exchanged  vowes between each other and God.  Unfortunately I don’t have any money to bury my girl I feel so ashamed, Brenda has left me beneficiary for an RSP through tangerine.com and I’ve been running through hoops for three weeks trying to release funds I don’t want the money I just want them to pay the invoice at the funeral home I spoke to an estate lawyer and because we are only common law I have no rights to her assets I don’t want her assets I just want them to pay for the funeral which she has more than enough money in her RSP to pay for but the bank will not release the funds, I haven’t work since March because of the Covid virus I didn’t wanna bring it home and get Brenda sick but I have the means to pay back a loan I’m looking for a short term loan or donation to pay for funeral costs and once I can settle up with the bank I can make a repayment . Brenda and I have been alone for years just looking out after each other and now I feel that I failed her, I need help anyway that can be done I would appreciate it God bless you , Sincerely Steven