Depression is no joke.

Some of you may not know but I suffer from Major Depression Disorder. I was physically and mentally abused my whole childhood by overbearing racist full of hatred father. When I was a teenager I was sexually assaulted and hartassed by my manager at my 1st job at McDonalds and in light of the recent events that are going on in this country all of the pain of my horrible childhood has come to the surface. I have finally had to admit I need help before I did something that I might regret. I am entering an intensive treatment program for both depression and victims of sexual assault. I will have to miss work for a few weeks while I am in this program which I can NOT afford to do but my mental health has to come first. I don't have any other resources to help me financially so I thought I would try this. I am deeply embarrassed that I even have to ask for help. Most importantly please keep me in your thoughts and prayers. I appreciate and love every single one of you but I realize it is time to start loving myself as well. Thank you for your support.