From Breakdown to Breakthrough

Story

This is vulnerable to share and yet it feels aligned with mother nature and the organic interconnected oneness We are as divine beings. What I'm about to share feels like when a tree in need sends a message through the mycelia network underground to the trees all around. So I shall follow Mother Earth's design. In short, I am in need of a reliable vehicle. Here's the longer, more detailed share. In early November I walked into a perfect storm, a tower moment for sure. My truck broke down beyond what I could keep up with repairs, compounded by issues with handyman customers that would lead Me to close the business down, and further crumbling dealing with the result of mold issues in My house, all of it brought Me to stop and face the destruction happening all around. Thankfully, miraculously, My mom and stepdad were closing on a house 45 minutes north in the small town of Franklin, KY. I knew They weren't planning on moving in until summer/fall of next year so I asked them if I could move in. They were thrilled to have Me in the house and not leave it empty for months. In the process of moving away from My spiritual community to a small town without a job and without a vehicle, besides a commuter bicycle, I finally faced deep rifts in My soul. Early childhood traumas, along with being raped when I was 14 by an older man, created a life built on the shifting sands of anxiety and hustle. Stopping, separating, being alone in a house without vehicle transportation brought a lot of intense emotions and anxiety to face ... and led to a miraculous breakthrough! Fundamental to My life's journey was a calloused little boy's heart that on Friday, December 6th, on a call with My mother, cracked open wide to Her love and care and sent Me into days of weeping. Saying all that I sit here recognizing the divine design of this moment and the great gift it is. That brings Me to this GoFundMe. As I considered the situation, and the need for adequate transportation, I'm inspired by mother nature's way and that is to message the community and share needs openly. And so, I am following Her form. Being in a small town, unlike city life where groceries and work can be in a close radius of home, and also facing winter conditions, a reliable vehicle is what I created this GoFundMe for. If funds are raised beyond the goal, they will be tremendously helpful to Me getting on My financial feet. If You're so inspired to donate, wonderful!! If You're inspired to share, to call, to pray or simply to stop for a moment and take a conscious breath sending vibrational waves of support, whatever You feel inspired to do, it is greatly appreciated. Even if You're not inspired to do anything, thank You for reading this message all the way through. I love all of You! - Billy Allen