Fresh start for my son and me

Look, I hate this because ive always told myself dont take no handouts.. But at this point in my life im in a position where micah and I genuinely need help.. Micah Eli Masters is my son, my world. He was born November 10th 2017 with a heart condition called "Tetrology of fellot" and also a "Imperfriated anus" he now has a colostomy bag because he didn't form a hole for his butt. His heart condition is complicated, its on the right side of his chest and his pulmonary valve is very small and his right ventricle is closed completely.. We are waiting for the cardiologist to confirm his surgery date and then he will be going to children's mercy. I was working full time at a tree service before he was born and his mother is taking care of some legal issues, as of now she is incarcerated and gave birth to micah in custody. I had to leave work here and there to care for my son. Eventually my boss had to let me go due to the fact I had to rush to the hospital if Micah needed me or he stopped breathing(hand full of times). Now im without a job. Micah is currently in DCF custody temporarily to the fact his mom has a history with them. Im certainly not blaming her for this situation we're in, it just makes things harder. So im in a battle with the courts about micah being placed with me. DCF knows im capable of taking care of my very special boy and his very important needs... Now here comes the big issue....... Before micah was born I was staying from hotel to hotel because I had no place to go... My mother lives in BFE and the courts and myself think it's too far away from children's mercy where he'd need to go in case of an emergency. Im in desperate need of a stable, clean, child friendly environment to call home.. Me and micah need a home.. Thats the only thing holding me back from him being placed with me.. Im at the hospital everyday by myself taking care of my son.. Im the only person this boy has .. I refuse to let him go to a foster or anyone else.. Im the only person he knows... Im in desperate need of help... Micah is my world... We only have each other in this world... Ive tried my very very best to keep is afloat.. the courts dont quite understand the position im in... All they want is money.. And I dont have any... This whole go fund me thing isnt my style.. I like working hard and earning my money.. But im only one person, and between his care, his appointments, his surgeries, my legal court dates... I have no time to work even a part time job... If nobody can help thats ok.. Just atleast give us ..mostly micah support.. And love.. And prayers.. All I need is some advice .. I love this boy with my whole heart... Id give him my heart if I could... Please everyone.. Please help us... Only the strong survive...