Father of 4 Needs Help!!!!!

In August of 2019 my exwife and I divorced. She is the mother of my 4 and 5 yo. It was hard on everyone, I was working and gone all the time. Depression hit me hard and I am struggling with what to do next. My oldest son, he is 9 yo. His mother left when he was 2 and hasn't been part of his life. I slowly started to lose everything job, house, personal belongings, and then covid-19 and the oil prices went below $0 for the first time ever and idk about 5 hurricanes. We live in South Texas. As this happened at the worst possible time all I know is oilfield and there hasn't been a good market for jobs. So i have been trying side work and trying to start my own company. My oldest son and I are homeless. I get my other 2 kids the 4 and 5 yo, week on week off. We have been staying in hotels and trying to make it. But with home school and my littles not in school and jobs only paying $10 to $15 an hr trying to hold it all together is seeming more and more helpless. Im using a friends truck for now it doesn't have ac and is up for repo. So may not even have a mode of transportation for much longer. And what little tools I still have keep getting stolen out of it at the cheap hotels we stay at. I just need a fresh start.... I am Very hard working, but my jobs have always keeper me far from home and i want to be able to be apart of my kids lifes. I do not receive Food Stamps or Medicaid, don't ask idk why I have done the app 5 times. I think its because how much my sons mom owes me in support. So please im not looking for handouts im open for ideas and advice. I don't know where to go frome here i have done thousands of applications and I was just able to send my 9 yo back to school for im not spend 11 hours a day trying to do school with him so desperately need to find a job stability for my kids health care a car safe for them to ride in. I feel like I'm drowning and I'm scared. I am not perfect i haven't always done the best I could but I love my kids and what little family I have left. Not to get side tracked but I do not know what to do anymore and was hoping, praying , I have a bad habit not opening my mouth or communication. Its hard for me to ask for things. thank you in advance. and I could use some love. the goal is JOB CAR PLACE TO CALL HOME AND KIDS not in that order.
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