Emergency help for unseen wage loss

I didn't want to resort to this but I'm out of options. I had it planned out where my rent would be covered for December while I was out on maternity leave, giving me all of December to come up with money for January. That plan fell through due to unseen circumstances, and after I had my son I was then admitted into the hospital again with complications c causing my husband to miss a total of a week and a half of work while I was recovering. That plus is being down an income has caused us to start to drowned. I have exhausted all vacation time (I was given two weeks ) and am unable to go back to work more than one day a week at this time. I'm hoping to be back full time by February, but in the mean time I have rent due, and my electric and other utilities are on the verge of being shut off. This isn't where I wanted to be in life right now, I am struggling hard and it's embarrassing. I want to have it all together, I want to be the one to help others, and I'm hoping that if I can get through this month and get caught up, that come February and march when I am back working full time, I can do that. $5 helps, a share helps, anything does. But please be kind, and don't kick me while I'm down. This is hard enough and if it weren't for my two boys I'd probably give up and go live in a box somewhere, but that's not realistic and I can't let that happen.


Thank you too everyone whose reached out and asked if there's anything they can do, this is what I need, I need help.