Edgar Tellez Funeral Cost

Right now in this moment my mind is going through thousand thoughts per second but my body is still and the tears are falling I never thought I would have to go through this and I don't wish it on no one and I'm only writing this down because I'm getting too many messages and I have not been able to answer them without losing it until today that I'm feeling a little strength to write something. to write my feelings yesterday morning I woke up to my brother calling me with the horrible news that my brother Edgar had shot himself. I still had hope that you were okay... till i heard the words "in the death investigation of"... I am sad, shocked, speechless, the most of all I'm heartbroken that you did this.. that you didn't see any other way out you were so smart, awake, talented,outspoken and funny but the world kept pushing you aside till it was too much for you.. I know I'm not the only one or thanks. Maybe if I would have done things different you would still be here... but it's too late now i can't get it through my head that you're gone. that this is real and that I'm never going to see you again.. I will not remember the bad times we had only the good ones as one of your favorite. quotes would say "a birth certificate says when you were born and your death certificate says when you died but your pictures says how you lived"  we will remember his life with the pictures that he loves so much...please help me and my family anyhing will be appreciated. This will cover his funeral cost. Thank you