Save our home

I am embarrassed and ashamed to actually do this. I am putting it all out there though and hopefully no one is judgmental. I suffer from depression, anxiety and bipolar disorder. I have a compulsive spending problem, therefore I have shamefully put my family into a horrible position. My husband and I are currently in Chapter 13 bankruptcy and have missed our mortgage payments since November due to no fault of my own. I hate to even ask for help, it is not who I am, but the thought of not keeping our home for my little girl absolutely breaks my heart and forces me to put myself out there and ask for help. I understand if there is nothing that anyone can do, I just wanted to at least give it a try. Regardless of what happens, I love everyone and everything will be ok in the end.