duimelot

Hi,since almost 20 years i suffer from an illness called fibromyalgia.I strongly believe that having had too much stress is the main cause of my illness.I never gave up the believe that i can heal myself .I know for this i need a peacefull,comfortable place in nature,that i can call my home.where i can grow lots of flowers and trees to heal my soul and lots of  veggies and fruits and herbs to heal my body.
Beyond my willing i have had to leave rental houses almost 10 times until now..i am exhausted!
A few months ago i found the land and house of my dreams!It costs 32.000 euro,minus 10.000 from savings and friend's help,i still need 22.000 euro.I have been trying to get a loane from the bank,no result so far.the smaller amount I ask the bank,the more chance they will grant it.
The owners of the land gave me time until end of january to gather the money.
Help me be an example for other fibromyalgia-sufferers,help me heal myself,so that i have more strenght to help to heal others!
From the centre of my heart,thank you!