Help me finding my dreams

Hello all! My name is Mona. I’m deaf. I'm going to be 40 next year. My husband is 40. We are both married for 20 years. We are in very much love with each other and I'm trying to chase my dreams come true for the better year in 2021. I am having hard time collecting money. We are trying for a child for 15 years. We did IVF 4 times and all of them were failed. My husband will needs to get surgery again for second time as I am not sure what it called. I think MESA. He has male infertility problem. Also I'll need IVF cycle for this to make work as well as a result. Hopefully this fund will help me to collect more money ready for my husband's surgery and our IVF treatments.  For my other dream is having our own place too. I'm living with my family in laws for most of my life here. I have serious problems with them. I don't get along with them well and I really hate it. I can't manage the situations because it's too much for me to deal with the house works daily. I'm like a maid to them. So I really want to move out to live alone with my husband. I really need a small house also because of privacy, space, peace and relax. I talked with my husband about this and it won't help because of money issues to move out. It break my heart too I couldn't get my dreams. I feel like I'm always failure, devastating and struggling with everything what I have here. I have nothing in my hands. I always stay at home and be miserable and isolated. I don't have friends. By the way my husband is hearing. We understand each other by using sign language and lip reading. We are both muslim. But not to my family in laws they doesn't understand sign language. That's why I am having hard time communication with them. I always pray hard to move out ASAP. It’s the only best thing that I can try to get away from them. As you know that I also have neck surgery in the late 2018. It was called anterior cervical discectomy and fusion (ACDF). I had 3 nerves damaged and got surgery done - c3/4 c4/5 c5/6. Everything was okay but I’ve got neck stiffness that are really bad. I did physiotherapy for my neck to help with the stretching. And it didn’t help out well. The painful is keeping me ongoing everyday. And now I’m hanging in there. I’m feeling like crying. I can't put my pictures online because of the religion reasons. Hope you understand clearly. Please support me. I'm asking for your help please. I really appreciate it very much. Thank you! God bless you all.
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