Special service dog for depression PTSD

I am having a really hard time with life.  This is  my story;

I had an abusive (physical and emotional) mother, my first suicide attempt was at age 11, I tried to overdose on sleeping pills. At 7 years old I was sexually molested and never told anyone, I thought it was normal. I did not know at the time but I was suffering from depression and active suicidal thoughts. I had the fortune of meeting my best friend a brother to me at the age of 8, his family protected me and gave me a safe place to grow I love them so much I like to call them my adoptive family. One day my best friend and my adoptive father were kidnapped and we were not able to pay randsom. they were both killed. I was the oldest in the family, and started looking for their bodies in morgues in nearby cities. By this time I was 22 years old. I found him, in a morgue across the border in Mexico. I went to rescue his body as soon as I found him. The place was being watched and the kidnappers tried to grab me. I was able to escape. I am currently 32 years old and have been on many medications. Even electro convulsive therapy. I have tried to commit suicide, even looked at Switzerland’s assisted suicide, my last suicide attempt was 4 months ago, I hung myself, I awoke unconscious on the floor, the noose  was not strong enough, the moment I kicked the chair I felt I was going to finally be at peace. I am happy the noose broke and have a second chance to fight and beat this illness. I continue with therapy and medications, but doctors have recommended dogs for people with severe anxiety postraumátic stress disorder and depression. I am unemployed can’t hold a job down I have tried several times. This money would go toward a specially trained service dog that can legally accompany me anywhere and it could turn things around for me.  Thank you for taking the time to read this.

My name is Enrique Lance I do not have a US bank account my adoptive brother Miguel Lizarraga will receive the funds for me and I will get the money do not worry!!