Death I can't afford from my mom

Im 20 years old and my mom just committed suicide. She was the only family I had in Berlin and now I'm alone. I have to cover all the costs but since I don't make much money per month I don't know what to do. A friend just told me to try this and I'm really that desperate to try it. I would never ask for money because I always try to make everything happen on my own but I guess I got no other choice. Every € would help me so much. I don't know, I feel so lost and I'm just more then sad and very much under pressure since I got to manage everything. I'm thankful for all the people standing by my side.!